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Modern Retelling

by Participant

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Postpone all futures, delay all departures Permit my addiction, sure, indulge the children too I needed to know you sooner I still need to hold you closer But twenty-one years as a cynic, half of it sick in the city I gave all my tears to the buildings, I hid my affairs from siblings I just need to trust you sooner I still think I owe you some answers So love stumbled sideways, I'll take the blame Praising the image outside the frame A lost cause Just distant Can you tell the difference A Year of things I didn't say
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If you're as overwhelmed as I am, try not to think about, your own sudden death or the death of a loved one If you're as underwhelmed as I am, try not to listen to, the voices outside your own head Cause I'm just trying to be some better man, of influence Unshakable Before we're done, you'll say I'm right We all close our eyes, believing the lies of a loved one The lies of a loved one
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Hear some shit inside your head, as we float by the coast Tremble ever so slightly, of course, you notice Stick-thin disaster, I could have worshipped harder My ambient fiction, your sombre salt laughter and tears collide, on your cheek, mercifully Lie, cling to the ritual, routine as distraction Relinquish control right at the edge, I put my fear in my hand luggage Stick-thin disaster, I could have worshipped harder My ambient fiction, your sombre salt laughter and tears collide, on your cheek, mercifully I can’t help this feeling I get, I’m not supposed to be here at all Eyes closed, jaw set, fists clenched, to spit in the face of God (what God is that) Like a shadow stalks the water (what shape is that) strange thoughts cross my mind I can’t help this feeling I get Crash-land love right into me, my heart's in my throat
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Look for meaning, get distracted Buy a picture frame, leave it empty It might sit there for the winter, spring, and summer too In the Autumn, I lose my mind I’m breaking promises, ahead of time I know I said that I would meet you, but I feel unwell It’s probably nothing, I’ll be fine It’s probably nothing, another lie Glimpsing that same old life, out of the corner of your eye Reading that book he loved, hearing that song she played Fingernails on pale skin Shaking steel as medicine Look for meaning, get distracted Buy a picture frame, leave it empty In the Autumn, I lose my mind I’m breaking promises, ahead of time

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released October 30, 2019

Written, Recorded & Produced by Stephen Tiernan

Strings - Gareth Quinn Redmond - A Year of Things I Didn't Say, Death of a Loved One, Medicine
Strings - Éna Brennan - Coast
Drums - Diarmuid Brennan - Death of a Loved One, Medicine
Mixing - Ber Quinn
Mastering - John Webber at AIR Studios London
Artwork - Evan Barry
Design - Ian O'Neill & Kevin Herlihy

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Participant is a project by Dublin based musician Stephen Tiernan. Combining ambient and electronic elements with sincere songs.

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